my physics test is like. flop.
my mum and da came back and asked, " how's yr physics test?"
i replied, "very bad".
and the response was, " wad's new?"
sorry la...i din mean it too..
alamak. choir concert. 3 days.
voice abit hoarse.

evrything seems wrong.
oh, and i think i am quite self sacrificing.
i planned a choir prac and had to forgo my 2d outing which comes like very rarely. ( although my parents dun allow la)

haiz, very long never go out with them liao. miss 2d. sigh.

hohoho..
here to do abit of advertisement.
Next Friday, 31st March '06
"I'm gonna sing!" kaleidoscope
Dunman High School Auditorium
tickets going at $10 each.

Anyone interested?? pls contact me ok!! =]

well, it is 2 more pracs to concert!! and i will be missing prac next thurs. haix. very bu fang xin leh. just dun fel good abt missing next thurs. later cannot catch up how? i dun wanna pull the whole choir down man. but i bo pian leh. doc appointment cannot change date liao. hope I can pull thru. i will try my best!! =]

yeah!! bio test over! free! ( for a while) next tues got physics test.
hmmmm....

life is no life.
concert coming!!! buck up buck up!! the last adrenaline rush! my last concert with all the fellow choir peeps.
i think i'll probably miss evryone after the concert. All the memories shared.
thx.

yesterday went to river valley high..hmm....i think it was a success cuz i had much fun!! there were some really nice ppl in there! er..got to noe ppl like georgina, jiayi, liyin..etc. i hope u guys out there had fun too!! Luckily it did not flop, and we left a good impression on those rv chorale there too! well, i was very impressed at their choir for their discipline and their quality and haiz, i dun noe if our choir will ever make it to their standard, prob not when i am still in choir, in the future, i hope.

anyway, was damn tired after yesterday, went back and my mum said i was very heaty and ade me bring some awful drink but i still woke up with my voice half gone. haha. hoots~~ gonna fall sick soon.

i think i am not a very good secret keeper, haiz, i tend to believe ppl too easily and trust them with other ppl's secrets. haiz, i noe most of them do help me keep but some..
anyway, zoom and it is friday already. 2 more days and the school is gonna reopen.
holidays? no difference.
homework? haven started.
study? haven even touched my textbook.
shucks, have to pia like mad.
have bio test on mon.

wad is the definition of holidays??
a time to sit back and relax? a time to increase interaction between your family and friend?
nope.
it is just a time for us to STUDY, STUDY and STUDY. holidays have lost its meaning. i personally do not look forward to hols. wad is the difference? it is just another week jammed with schoolwork. i noe that teachers have alot of courses too. SO, why add on to our burden as well as yours??
xiu1 xi2 shi4 wei4 le4 zou3 gen4 chang2 yuan3 de3 lu4
dun they understand?

haiz, its tough being a kid nowadays.

yesterday went for feng ba's wedding. so sweet!!!! haiz, make me want to get married too..haha.. but not too soon of course. =]

pic taken before the wedding. look at the Groom's anticipated and excited face.
" where's my bride? gonna get muscle cramp after all this smiling."

haha..

me and xiao zhao bo...zh.

we were really excited before the wedding and looked forward to seeing Ms yap( now Mrs Fong) in her wedding gown. she was sooo pretty! no wonder ppl said woman dun look like themselves on their wedding day. She looks so gorgeous esp when she has that smile of bliss always on her face. Awwww...


the bride and groom, Mrs fong doesn't look very nice here, waiting for more photos to be sent to me. so wait patiently too yeah?!


here comes our happily married couple!!!
" we will" ~~~**


jamie, jie xin and zihui. evryone dressed in like skirts and formal wear except for jamie hu wore tshirt and jeans..haha but that was the most formal wear she could find..
( Jamie, some day, i will buy u a skirt ok!!! dun worry, oh! and a matching tube too! hah!)
- dun kill me when u read this. =]


another one of yoke san fantastic superstarr shot. so sad, i was not there when they took it.

feng ba and feng ma were like superstars of the day as the students flocked to take photos with them. it was so crowded till we even had to queue to get our turn to take pics!! many frm our class went, 4A, 4B, 4G, 4I and even some 4K ppl went. Our seniors were there too! some also brought their thai buddies along! omb, the place was like an international conference.

at the end of the whole thing, jiexin managed to catch the bouquet of flowers so (*ahem) pls get ready!! haha...
anyway, i had a greeat time and over here,
i sincerely wish that Mr Fong and Mrs Fong will have a blissful Marriage and stay happy together forever!!!!! gong xi gong xi!!

hey hey.
i dun really feel good this few days. so much has happened. i showed my mum my marks and as usual, i was scolded. then, i stupidly tried to pop the question if i could go for camp comm meeting and, i had another round of scolding with a bit more extra 'information'
" if u fail another test, u have to quit ybc"
yupp, that's it. great! it is soooooo easy to pass every single test u noe. yeah, rite.
wl, i really no mood lor.

anyway, recently, one of my school senior er... yeah. for those u noe, u shud noe wad i am saying. well, it just led me to think about alot of things. while we were just discussing about the topic, i realised how fragile life was. how empty life is. evryone has to die some day. it is just a matter of when.

u never noe what is going to happen the next moment. for all you noe, u just trip and a car bangs you down. Who knows? it is not impossible. i had never thought that a thing like this could happen to someone whose path has crossed mine before. although i dun really noe that person, but the thought of it just saddens me. Who could have expected? such a talented and smart person had to end his life this way.

however, as we talked, the thought of death scares me. i often wondered, where do ppl go after life? what do they see? what do they do? what happens then? is it really like what is depicted in the films? is there really heaven and hell? no one could tell me. how? no one will noe till they really experience it. and when they experience it, they wun be able to tell u anymore.
although this is just a part of life, it is still difficult for me to accept the fact of death. how does it feel to die?
i know of some people who have tried to take their own lives. how do they find the courage? wad does it feel to be on the verge of death?

i guess it is not death that i really fear. but it is the feeling of losing all those around you.i have never really experienced the feeling of losing someone very dear to me and have no wish to. it is probably why i feel so scared about leaving everyone and being alone.
in the past, i used to think about this topic and get so scared till i cried.but, one does not really noe what is in stall for tml, or even the next moment. right?

suuper sad.
i failed my chem test. wl, ms tan really fail her maths lor.
me and jw keep saying that it is 12 than she keep insisting that it is 14.
so stupid. den when she recounted it one by one, then she acted lyk she had said it was 12 all long. O.o
ok, fine, so wad if i was the one who wrote NH3? pls la, u just tell me and i can learn from my mistakes right. no need to keep diao-ing ppl lor.
i had choir today and luckily, i did not explode ok. too sad for anything and some things were really quite funny. but, i did enjoy myself er....most of the time?
i realised that choir members have a memory of a goldfish. After someone scolds them, they forget everything after 3 seconds. well, maybe not all but most, definitely.
i dun think anymore of talking will get into their heads, they're probably immune to all this talk. so, wad's the point? i dun see any.
wad for waste my saliva? i can save it for other use.
basically, i find that i dun really have a purpose in life and now, i dun really noe why i'm pissed but i'm pissed, prob at ms tan, prob at choir, i dunno.
i am just not sure of anything, even my own feelings.

hmm...tml getting back chem paper, heard that lotsa ppl fail, getting jittery all over \.
if fail very badly den i die liao, no more Tioman. wth.
haha, today very funny. ai lyn went around trying to take ppl's photo and when she wanted to take aaron, he just flushed into an apple red. sooo hilarious. during lunch time, evryone was lazy to go down and had all packeted food up to class. then evryone was like doing some kind of endorsement for the food they were eating.hah
i slept in class today as the weather was simply too stifling for me. omb. how to survive so many more days of this kind of torture!! i dun mind studying but i dun lyk the weather! cannot concentrate, just like now..i actually have quite alot of hw BUT! hu cares. dun feel lyk doing anithing.
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