wah, just saw te news, cuz of the continuous rain of 20 plus hours, there's lots of flooding even up to knee level and above. some shops are flooded, cars stuck, there's even a landslide and a building had one side of its wall fallen off. tiles cracked and expoded out amd trees toppled over to block roads. and omb, it's still raining. it's like the worst rainfall in 75 yrs and the forecast say that the rain will continue to friday. haha, so mch for the pri sch sentosa outing. lol.
haiz, dun really feel like going out cuz of the rain. having meetings and all.
but i still go out la.
yesterday went to play 'bowling' at katong den went my house played one round of game of life and had meeting till 2 am. hope zihui din feel too sian sitting in fr our meeting. =]
today went to changi airport to eat sakae with 2D peeps den went 'shopping' at simei. haha. went home around 8plus. today was really a class outing man!! dere was like 16 ppl turned up! 8 guys and 8girls! even ppl hu went to t and vj 2 yrs back came!! super shocking and cool right!! it's like super heart warming to see evryone still so bonded to 2D.
ok, the 8 girls were: soo, dii, suyee, mich, marianne, clara, panda and me!
8guys were: zh, weizhou, weekiat, joey, timothy, aaron, yujun and kejing hu came like 1 and a half hour late or even more. lol.
anyway, it's fun. 2D forever man. =]
tml meeting again. haiz.
friday got sentosa outing. i'm so busy.
sorry val, cannot go support u tml. jia you!!!all de best!!
so fast. another 2 weeks to school reopen. and i just received a letter yesterday. i got the EAGLES award! yea! got money!!!haha. so money minded.

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1st dec!! went to sentosa with ybc peeps. will post again with all the photos! and niic u have to wait k, cuz the stupid program is not loading.
2nd dec. help out at the retreat and went to sandra's sweet 16th bday!
love you guys! ybc forever.=]

oh, and i received a phone call frm my pri 4 class mate! super shocked can, cuz i thought it was my senior jerrold but happened he was my pri school class mate jeriel sng!! lol. haha, seems like someone is organizing a gathering.
13 dec 2pm at dhoby ghaut mrt station!!
ALERT!! all SHPS yr 2000 class 4/8!!
haha, i'm quite amused that it's my pri 4 class gathering instead of pri6. lol.
but anyways, i'm super excited. wonder how's everyone doing??
if any of you is reading this now, drop me a tag k!!
looking forward to 13 dec. =]

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long time no blog. these few days, been staying at home, packing my stuff and thinking about things.
my attitude towards thing and people have been changing...lots.
well, during the 4H chalet, compared to last year, well, i have to say i felt like i din really fit. evrything is just so weird. i hopped ard looking for a comfortable spot, a place where i felt like 'yes! this is the4H i so bonded to.' but, i couldn't find wan. i dunn if it's because of the conflicts within the grp, or was it because of the long time dat we din see each other and we sort of like drifted. cause i was really feeling damn sian, on the second day, i went over to 2D chalet.
i really really love2D to bits man. even though we were separated for 2 years, it was so amazing that everyone could just get together again and it seems lik we were never separated before. that was the place i really felt at home, like i belonged. in the recent 4H chalet, was disappointed i could not find that feeling.
what happened? why is a break forming?
i seem to oso be drifting more and more away frm the people i was once so close to. i'm like missing in action. nobody tells me anything. i dunno. i'm just not connected. not linked anymore to the 4H comunity. i just feel so weird and uneasy when with them.
now, it's like when 2D asks for a gathering, it's a definite YES!.YBC gathering?? YES!YES!YES!
SHPS 4/8 yr 2000 gathering? wa! yes!
4H 2006 outing? er.... let me see if i'm free...hmm, ok lor.

dat's how reluctant i feel. haiz.
searching for that missing link. trying to get back the feeling of everyone feeling happy and at ease even when just by getting together.

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